Dare to Be-Cum. True You.

By: The Infinite Isabella

Hey, lil devils.

Tell me…have you ever dared to ask yourself what's the worst that can happen if each day you inched yourself closer into be-cuming your most authentic self? The OG Blueprint of True You, even... if it's the complete opposite of who you perceive yourself to be?

No, really?... What would be the worst that could possibly happen? You repel everything and everyone that isn't in harmony with The True You? You attract everything and everyone that is? Maybe, that's a good thing.

What if the "you" you perceive as You were only a mask you created to survive?

After all, we are social creatures, us humans, and thus ultimately rely on our community to survive and thrive.

However, now this Mask seems to itch nonstop and perhaps is making you feel incredibly uncomfortable to the point of even feeling suffocated, drained of your power and Light, thus pushing you down and you inward towards your Darkness.

Does this sound familiar?

If you are fed up with the Mask you created and fed up with the life that Mask built for you, then perhaps you should dare to ask yourself, what else can you create with your power?

What would life be like if you showed your True Colors and Essence?

What would happen if the True You blossomed from a seed of curiosity planted from these questions, into the soil within you, going as deep as you think you can go...and then once you get there, and you dare to catch your breath to relax into this discomfort of The Unknown, that is somehow more comfortable than The Mask ever was, because while it may be dark and scary here in the darkness, outside of your comfort zone, at least its... Real.

As you contemplate this thought, perhaps you dare to inhale one final breath of valor and you dare to go even deeper down into your dark subconscious because somehow that last inhale has made you feel like an entranced moth to a hypnotic violet flame within your "Unknown" Darkness.

You don't know how deep this tunnel goes, but perhaps you no longer seem to care, because here you are free to be bare... and rest.

Just. Rest.

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The violet flame warms you, in the cold "Uknown" Darkness... and tells you, without the use of words, that you are safe.

That you are welcome here.

In this Place of Darkness.

What if from here, once you settle in, you inhale one final conscious breath to seep even deeper into rest and relaxation, because you've seen yourself go this far underneath the surface of it all into...The Darkness of True You?

Perhaps you real-eyez that if you are safe even here in the darkest places of yourself then maybe, just maybe, you can dare to feel safe anywhere and everywhere... because anywhere and everywhere you go... there You are.

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Now ask yourself the following questions...

What would happen if your True face lay bare and naked to everyone, anywhere, and everywhere without The Mask?

What would life be like if your True Inner Voice were the one speaking each and every word you spoke into existence, be it through the vibration or your thoughts or the vibration of your voice exiting your lips?

What would you experience if True You, is who was steering the wheel with every commitment you make, and the one in charge of every decision you take, in order to stick to it unconditionally until your goals were fully real-eyezed into reality?

You had the power to create exactly what you didn't want. What if you possess the same power to create and attract everything that True You does want you to experience in reality?

Do you dare to continue to allow your curiosity to inch you just…a…bit…closer…to your freedom?

If so, please re-member that no one can understand you as True You does, but also re-member that there's a fine line between deciding to stay in a victim mentality and nurturing yourself back into your Infinite Power, but only you can tell the difference, if you truly dare to be honest with yourself.

Perhaps you've felt that because you've been wearing The Mask for so long the damage is irreputable for now you have built an entire life around it and thus have people, dues, and expectations that depend on you wearing and presenting as The Mask in order to function "as it should". This harmfully erroneous thought and deeply rooted belief in your subconscious may be what has you feeling so co-dependent on The Mask, and thus has now be-cum your prison.

What if you possess The Key to set yourself free once and for all into a better future?

A New... yet, oh so familiar, safe, reliable and stable World outside this cage-mirage.

This Mask has grown fears that rooted themselves directly into your heart. They are so deeply rooted that you may feel it's best to just leave them there instead of daring to pull them out.

Please know that this fear is not valid. It's just a mischievous lil demon whispering lies. With that said...I'm going to be real AF with you, and I promise I always will...

Pulling out these roots from their core is gunna hurt like a MF, but the relief and empowerment that immediately follows after will feel like ripping of a very sticky band aid on a sensitive patch of skin covered in hair in a blink of an eye, and then having the best lifetime of all lifetimes you've had right after.

Also, please re-member, please know, that whatever trauma or in justice you may have experienced along the way, before your New World, won't disappear. However, when you're in your New World it will be irrelevant to you.

How is this possible? How can you prove this now?

Well, think of a good ass laugh... and not just any laugh, let's imaging you could review your entire lifetime in a moment, in blink on an eye, and be presented the moment you had the biggest belly laugh you've had in your entire lifetime.

Now think of the moment of climax of this big belly laugh.

During that moment of climax, in the middle of all those naturally re-leased endorphins, dopamine, and serotonin... do you think it's even humanly possible to re-member the roots of the darkest moments you had experienced in life, during that split second of climax... of this particular laughter? No, right?... Exactly.

That's what it's going to be like. The proof is in the pudding.

If it can be conjured up in the plane of Imagine-nation (which BTW is as real plane as real as the air we breathe. If it wasn't real, you wouldn't understand what Imagin-nation is now would lol) you can womb-afest it's very real essence and/or experience in the Nation of Your New World.

Please re-member, please know, that you possess the power to create that New World for Yourself, but you can never and will never do it if you don't dare to show up and try.

Please re-member, please know, that You are the center of your life. You are who your family and loved ones rely on. You are the source of your security and resources not that Mask You created because you were taught you had to.

But is the discomfort from The Mask all "bad"?

Does the discomfort it provided you up until this point provide any value or benefit for you?

Maybe, it does.

Maybe the gift is the gift learning exactly what you don't want so you can receive inspiration to create on everything you do.

Maybe its ultimate gift... is gifting you the feeling of discomfort, so you can have "no choice" but to make a change? Not just any change, but The Ultimate Change... the one that counts the most.

Maybe... exploring outside your comfort zone is now your only relief towards peace and fulfillment, towards Wholeness, so you can be-cum One with your greatest desires in heart, mind, body, and soul, and this is all thanks to the discomfort that is now, in a way, guiding you back Home.

"Ok, perhaps this all makes sense, but how can I get there", you may ask?

Well, let's take another moment here in The Darkness of your Heart and your Subconscious, to see where any Light leaks in from, no matter how misty and unoriented everything may seem.

By that I mean to ponder.

Ponder on the hobbies, people, fantasies, aspirations, and desires that make you feel like a MF ray of infinite and powerful "Sunshine" no matter how unrealistic or out of social norms or standards it may seem, even if just for a moment. Grant yourself permission to do this now.

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Once you find this feeling of Sunshine and allow it to grow to its highest potential, trust me you'll know when it does (you may even feel your heart beam up and get goose bumps), hang on to that Powerful Sunshine, but let go of what inspired/created it. Just sit in this feeling... this Power that blossomed within you at your very Core and at your Heart Center.

Just focus on this Sunny feeling while you sit in your Darkness.

Then, imagine it spreads red roots that continue to grow down... down... down... down into the bottom of your spine, down your legs, out from the soles of your feet, and into Earth until it reaches the core of Her, of Earth, which looks just like the Sun but it's completely Black, it's hot... so hot it almost feels refreshingly cold.

You now have Her permission to plug your roots directly inter her Dark Sun, at Her very core.

Take note of how this feels.

From here, dare to inhale slowly but comfortably and allow your inhale to summon it back up the soles of your feet, back up your legs, back up the base of your spine, like a straw, making you feel safe and oh so present in the here and now.

Then, let it rise again just beneath your belly button, then to your core, and then back into your Heart... transforming it into a powerful magnet in the form of a microphone, granting it permission to speak loudly and clearly to you.

If you dare, say the following out loud in as sweet a voice as you dare to make, so it can feel the vibration of the consent of your voice: "Please, guide me to "here", to the Sunshine I felt earlier inspired by my deepest most profound desires. This is the feeling that makes me feel like Sunshine, that reminds me of my Infinite Power. I have yet to experience its optimal potential in this lifetime, so I obviously don't yet re-member the path back to it on my own, but I know You know how I get there through the path of least resistance and most pleasure along the way. I allow you to act as a magnet for me, guiding me to what You have planned which I somehow dare to know and trust, is even better than what I'm imagining. Please remind me how to do it, how to get back "there". I grant you my sacred permission and consent."

Once you have done this, begin to imagine you are presented a gift from your Heart.

You unwarp this gift and see before you a jigsaw puzzle box.

You open this box, letting all the pieces fall out as they wish to lay before you.

You begin to separate, catorgorize, and organize all the pieces that you know are the frame based on their figure and shape.

From here you take out The 4 Fundamental Pieces, The 4 Corners of the frame, which have been sacredly blessed, balanced, and Karmically paid by the Violet Flame, along with all that resides within just the same.

Please re-member, please know, that you don't necessarily have to yet consciously see the image on the puzzle for you already possess the ability to real-eyez the full image over several planes and dimensions in your Heart Center.

Feel satisfied knowing you are holding before you the pieces of Divine wisdom, knowledge, guidance, desires, gifts, people, and opportunities that will lead you to accomplishing the Sunshine you summoned/prayed for.

Imagine as you put these pieces together, starting with the frame which represents the base/fundamentals of the journey, and once more dare to take special note of The 4 Corners.

The 4 Corners represent the strengths you've inherited from all your lifetimes, and they also hold The Keys to the answers you will most need to re-member when approaching several crossroads along your sacred journey.

You may even begin to see an image develop on some of these 4 pieces, a clue, as a gift from Imagine-Nation, for they are great-full you visited them with so much openness, or you may just somehow just have an inner knowing of what the image is portraying.

If you do, write them down, but don't worry if you don't, you're doing great and you are right on time, perfectly aligned with Destin(y)-Nation.

Just focus on enjoying this opportunity to see the pieces and contemplate on their importance and value on this sacred journey towards your Dream Life, also known as your "New World".

Once you feel satisfied with contemplating The 4 Corners and you have completed the frame, begin to piece together the rest of the pieces which represent all your Heart of Heart's greatest desires and aspirations.

Please be aware that you may not even be aware of what these desires are because maybe you haven't dared to dream that big, or who knows maybe you have. Just keep an open mind and heart so as to not sell yourself short, sweetheart.

Once you have completed the puzzle in the Imagine-Nation plane, or if you're anything like me you can even use a "real" puzzle while jamming to songs that make you feel like Sunshine because, well... why not lol, know that you just downloaded into your Heart and Consciousness all that you need to re-member.

Over the next several days pay attention to the ideas you get and know that they are "Divine Inspiration".

Jot down these ideas and research what skills you need, and/or what you need to obtain in order to achieve them/it. Take one step at a time. Trust that all that you will need will be provided for you right in the nick of Time so you can strengthen and exorcise your Faith which is a key ingredient for womb-afestations. Don't worry about how or when or why just do all that is available to you.

You will always only be provided the next step once the prior is completed/taken. If no ideas arrive for a time that's means, there are currently no steps to take because you are in a "place holder" while things are re-calibrating based on all you have advanced in successfully.

Everything is energy, even thoughts and emotions. If you are investing energy into creating Worry you are "wasting" (I firmly believe nothing is "wasted energy" because there are no "wrong answers" to Life because we are always answering the Big Question "What if I truly believed I was "me", aka your ego?", but hopefully you comprehend what I'm implying here) energy that could be better invested into empowering yourself.

Use your sacred Power and energy to create Trust. You may even begin to notice that Trust is a lot lighter to carry around, and it even charges and fills you along your journey of Life, instead of draining you as Fear and Worry does.

Trust that the all you need will and did show up for you because you showed up for True You.

Re-member that Trust is Fear inverted. Fear is the only thing standing in you/True You's way and yet you are the only one that can shoo it away by daring to apply it's antidote which is Trust.

Take a moment to real-eyez that not even You can do this, only "you" can!

Even though only you possess this power we all need help from the Sunniest, most powerful, version of ourselves. You can do this by summoning this version of you through....laughter. That's right laughter!

You are so much more powerful than Fear could ever aspire to be, so if Fear shows up laugh at its comical attempt to make you forget this. I mean it...literally LAUGH OUT LOUD and hard AF.

This will summon your "sunshine", your power back to you alchemizing Fear into Trust. If you are fearful "you" looks crazy because you're randomly giggling or laughing in public... then just laugh some more.

I'll even join you. Teehee.

Dare to Trust it's worth it.

Would you prefer other's comfort or yours?

What has happened thus far by putting other's comfort above yours?

Dare to enjoy this process. Have fun while you re-member what it's like to finally Trust yourself and follow your Heart and Core. Whatever makes you feel like Sunshine continue to do, while also re-membering, while also knowing, to adhere to Discipline and Commitment and the fundamental importance of showing up even when its most challenging to do so, because that's when it most matters, that's when you achieve the greatest breakthroughs and advancement on your Destined Journey to Your Victory and Success in Your New World.

Re-member that saying "no" to something (like procrastinating, old habits, engagements that don't advance what you've committed to) is saying "yes" to something greater. We are always saying either "yes" or "no" even when we say "nothing".

By daring to do this and committing to "it" (whatever it actually is) please re-member please know, that you just put your Trust in True You, and True You is excited AF at this opportunity you just dared to give them, and they delivered... HARD... AF.

If you want, you can even add to your original summoning/prayer: "I'll give you 9 months to prove to me that I can Trust you. I will put my part with following what makes me feel like Sunshine, while also committing to the opportunities that come along the way even when it's challenging, while also remaining completely malleable to the lessons gained by You and flexible and open so I avoid breaking "unnecessarily". Show me what You can do with this opportunity I'm gifting you in this timeframe and based on the results I'll go from there.

Please re-member, please know, that as much as you grow and show up for this sacred journey True You provided 10-fold in opportunities, gifts, blessings, and pleasurous surprises along the way... and hey...

If you need someone to translate what your Heart and True You is saying, someone that can hold you strictly yet patiently accountable in a way that is specifically tailored to your needs in "real" human form along the way, as a temporary guide until you are fully confident in Your Power, I'm here sweetheart.

Either way, please be patient and loving with yourself and dare to enjoy this once in this lifetime sacred journey. I'm rooting for you hard AF.

Ahhooo.

-xoxo, izzy💋