Dare to Be-Cum. The Temple of Love and Truth to Serve The Goddess/God Within.

By: The Infinite Isabella

For most of our lives we go from room to room of relationships on repeat recycling lessons that are beckoning the call of our soul's desire to be seen, learned and mastered. Our 1st one being the one with our womb holders. While in those months of darkness, we could hear echos and murmurs from the outside world that is soon going to condition us to take on a perspective for our upcoming phase of life.

We hear the whispers, and they may not make sense, but we can feel everything our womb holder is feeling. Every emotion. All we do is feel and co-create ourselves based on this experience that is completely out of our hands. We are vulnerable AF and completely dependent on what is provided to us, yet since this is all we know we have no problem with that, for all our needs and desires are met here. Our womb is warmed with our womb holder's body heat, we are nourished, and we can even hear a comforting heartbeat at all hours of existence bringing a feeling of familiarity, bonding, companionship, love and peace (for no matter what our womb holder's may have felt during pregnancy these are the natural frequencies The Heart beats and as a "new" soul THAT is what we were tuned into, for we had just come from Source, and thus felt as a result). This is our Nirvana RN. What more could we possibly desire? Not only that, we are also receiving all of these blessings life has to offer without having to ask, chase, or hunt for it. We are experiencing being inherently worthy of all our needs being met. This is the perspective we are being created from, no matter what is happening outside our womb. In this moment we are vulnerable and thanks to that we are blessed with that Power with our Nirvana...but one day we outgrew this sacred place and as a result we were cast out into the Light through the channel of Darkness.

The moment of your re-birth, your 1st birth in the temple of your flesh and bones, was intense. The instant of your first breath of life, were screams of agony from the dumbfounding realization that you do not need co-dependency to experience Nirvana. We come from the darkness of our womb into the Light with this re-membrance, even though in the Darkness we experienced the co-creation of ourselves thanks to the dependency to our womb holders.

However, the moment of your first screams of agony of this realization was applauded by God and the Cosmos because it was a roaring declaration of acknowledgement that you are, to an instinctual natural degree, aware that you must use your voice to get what you want and deserve and re-enter YOUR Nirvana. Thus, your 1st screeching roars of existence where music to God's ears because it announced that you are be-cuming the seed that creates YOU. If you're hungry scream. If you're cold and need to be sheltered scream. If you need to be loved and held scream. You've had these needs in the womb, so now you're demanding it because you know they are inherently deserved, and... now you're maybe a bit pissed that your being "cast out" wound has been triggered. Simultaneously, you are now exploring the idea of needing to be heard and seen. Of taking back control and slowly learning how to use the power of your voice and expectations... in your own way at least.

It's completely natural and understandable. I mean you were in fucking Nirvana, out grew Nirvana, was cast out of Nirvana and now Life has the audacity of demanding you to ask for what should naturally be provided for, even though Life is being blessed with your mere presence and existence!... I think it's kinda cute TBH. LOL

Next Phase of Be-Cumming

Life happened. Conditioning was experienced, so you could think that Life was what was presented. If you're reading this, your heart yearned for something deeper. Just like when you were in the womb, you felt an urge to move on, because you have outgrown your environment and staying would have been even more painful than leaving.

Maybe you've already experienced your 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, or even 6th re-birth. So many moments you've screamed into the perceived "harsh" reality that life is not going to be the same ever again. You have be-cum aware that you do not "need" others to provide for you, because they are not meant to. The only one that can provide you with your personal dream Nirvana is YOU! Everyone has a different Nirvana. Your Nirvana may be someone else's biggest overwhelming nightmare or complete utter bore, and that's beautiful.

Them not fulfilling your needs is not "bad", and you feeling cast out or feeling too unbearably uncomfortable to stay in that environment, is simply the result of this Truth being too loud to ignore. The result of Your Power begging to be used, for it is too fucking loud to shut the fuck up. It demands to be seen and embraced. And it demands it fucking now.

You're coming from your demons and your shadows that once nurtured and fed your reality trying to keep you safe from the unknown, but the Light's seductive chants of Truth was too summoning not to be drawn to, like an entranced firefly to a hypnotic flame.

The drumming of your heartbeat was so in sync with this summoning call that you used your voice to clear everything that was in the way. This may have rubbed many the wrong way and you may feel banished from your womb once again. Re-living your 1st trauma, your 1st re-birth Your temple of flesh and bones.

However, from a higher perspective should we really be angry at this? Or, should we let go of our old womb no matter how unfitting we now realize it is with love and gratitude. Not for them but for you. They don't feel what you feel. You may try to through vengeance lol, but then you would only feel resentment, anger, etc., and RN all I care about is YOU. Only you feel what you feel, and you deserve to feel fucking good!

Thanks to whatever discomfort you experienced you grew and became aware of just how sacred of a temple you truly are and have been all along, by daring to demand something better.

I'm sure there were moments, if only for an instant, of joy, pleasure, adrenaline and ecstasy. Besides thanks to that "womb", you learned what you do and don't enjoy from life, and there's no greater adventure than the one of exploring your damn fucking self.

Being re-born into this realization of Power may feel overwhelming. There are so many epiphanies, curiosities, urges of Destiny that may not be clear, you may not have even been articulate before this blog, but now as you read this you recognize that that's what it is. Maybe you know that there is a passionate experience beckoning your name. You don't know how you know; you just do because there's a bit of excitement of this Knowing in your heart of heart of hearts.

It may seem staggering, but just as your 1st birth in this flesh in bone that is your temple was no accident, the fact that you dared to answer The Call of the Light, is a declaration written in stone of your Destined Success. Even if you have obsolete ego driven doubts as your read this, deep down you know that you did indeed answer that Call. All you have to do now to succeed is learn and re-member Yourself by showing the fuck up for Yourself.

Be-cum the very ecstasy of life. Be-cum Yourself into a Temple. Make your body of flesh and bone a Temple of Love and Truth to Serve The Goddess/God you hold within. Honestly, it already and always has been, but by you declaring it as such, is you opening the lines of communication, so your Temple can share its sacred ancient wisdom on how to be-cum the seed of life, to create Your greatest Destiny and Desires.

Use this wisdom to be-cum The Goddess/God worthy of self-sacrifice by facing your upcoming challenges that are meant to show you your Highest Potential and Power, even when your "too scared" or "too uncertain", because these challenges are not a "no" to your Desires, they are Training, so you can master a life worth dreaming, living, and exploring.

Dare to adore You as of now by praying to future Highest Potential You with pure. raw. Faith. I even dare you test The Goddess/God you hold within your Temple. If you made it this far, I created a sacred space so ONLY the True You can answer your test to know how it's them, what move to make next. Maybe you ask for a sign like a butterfly, thunder, or a simple call with a random yet clarifying message. IDK it's a personal journey between you and Your Highest Self and Timeline. All I can offer you is a reliable powerful sacred safe space that's completely devoted to your personalized journey to connect to the True You.

I promise you, You is always listening and did respond... but only if you dared to ask. Dared to listen to what The Goddess/God replied back. And then, dared to take a leap of faith by doing whatever the Real Highest Potential You said. Just by you trusting and doing these daring actions makes The Sacred All-Powerful Goddess/God that you hold within The Temple be-cum stronger, louder, clearer, and quicker at responding to you at your every beck and call without ever becoming tired of how "much" you call on their power, unconditional love & understanding, kindness, fulfilling companionship, inspiration, and guidance. Just feed The Inner Goddess/God the Trust and the self-sacrifice deserved... or you could feed your fears. In the end it's your choice sweetheart.

So, what do you dare to do next, sweetheart...

Ahooo.

-xoxo,izzy💋