Inner Self: Keep Dancing Little Wolf. I can hear your passion's Echoes from here. Little Wolf's Echoes from April 13, 2022

“Let Freedom Run”

By: The Infinite Isabella

There are days that I want to run towards my path

But I feel I just don't understand

Do I make a left...oh no, it's supposed to be... a right...right?...

I just toss and turn at night

Who am I kidding I do that even during the day

Hoping my choices are "ok"

Hoping I'm not causing a delay

Even though I know I'm behind

I'm running against Time

But I'm hearing I'm "right on time"

I'm doing my best to continue to step out of Line

Because that Line is what kept me from (my) Truth

Something I am never willing to even "just once more" lose

But my enemy feels like "Home"

It's where I want to run to when I'm all alone

I'm doing my best to remain focused and confused

I'm doing my best not to lose

This battle with obeying my heart instead of my head

But how can I when I can't get out of this fucking bed

Mother Earth and Father Sky call out My Name

God... I wish it wasn't in vain

But I can't hear them over The Screams of Illusion

These clutches... this dependency towards my sadness and chaos are all just that... Illusion

Yet Illusion is who I need for now

Because someway... somehow..

I Re-member and I Know

That with this same level of intensity

Of this soon to be forsaken co-dependecy

Shall build up enough

Just... enough ...

To be-cum a Thunderous Storm and break all these self-imposed shackles

Yes, a Lightning Bolt shall fire and crackle

From up The Dark Abyss of my Heart and down from The Golden Bright Light of my Soul

They shall meet at the destined summit and shoot out my throat...

This I Re-member; This I Know

That this is what got me freed

I just need to keep trusting The Process, God, Destiny, and most of all… Me

So, when you see me there...

Lying all silent, "unmoving", and still

I'm actually running and struggling with myself

To run up this hill

Desperate to see My Freedom shining there ...

....in the horizon where sunrise and sunset meet

Oh how I love them for what beautiful feats

And cheers of celebration they chant before me

To walk towards them is to walk among my Mother's and Father's embrace

To breathe-in everything here is to feel my Inner Child's singing when I lay our eyes upon our heavenly mischievous little face

Through the Memory of our singular Crone Mother

We trust Her above all others

She whispers to us in the in-between stillness of bloody heartbeat pumpings

It used to be so silent we couldn't at first make out any "somethings'

But she finally gets through all the 'nothings'

To inform us of what is cuming

She said all of this fighting is for Us is... for ME

So sweet child...don't wine and don't pout

What doesn't serve me is what I AM is bleeding out

For its poison on Our Soul

Its what's keeping Me from being able to re-lease control and grow

I bleed it out drop by drop

I've cum so far, I can't just.... stop.

Until its ONLY Freedom that runs through each one of these bloody healthy whole veins

For THAT is what in this NEW WORLD RELIGION will Reign

Over and under my Heart and above and below my Soul

Until it overlaps and overflows

Onto each one of my moments of this Lifelong Song

That I play, sing, and dance to in the Grand Concert of Life that has been surrounding me all along

This is my ultimate goal

This is the purpose of (my song) Soul

So let me sleep as I figure out how to unravel and unveil this entanglement

For I deny this virtual arrangement

Ahhooo.

-xoxo,izzy💋🐾