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Who could most benefit from these services and programs?
My services and programs are intended for people that are ready to commit to themselves to accomplish ambitious goals but have yet to find the resources to let go of their internal “demons” or sources of dis-ease getting in the way of such ambitions.
As a shamanic practitioner, I have had the fortune of “re-membering” that all source of "dis-ease" is a limiting belief system that is producing misalignment in an individual based on their conditioning and upbringing. I have thus created 3 programs to remind people how to clear these out, as well as hold them strictly accountable through methods specifically tailored to the lifestyle, they will need to achieve their goals as they go through the process of uniting with their Inner Child and their Highest of Higher Selves, the future version of them living out their highest timeline, which is essentially the most prosperous and purposeful timeline available to them.
Uniting and being in clear contact with the healed versions of our past and future selves is fundamental for our success. This is because, as children we have the gift of believing in the “impossible”. How can we create a dream life that seems so out of reach it almost feels "impossible" to achieve, if we limit ourselves to only strive for what we perceive is possible?
On the other, our Highest of Highest Selves, our future successful selves, is constantly aware of what we did to achieve everything our Soul craved to experience in this lifetime and can thus guide us on how to clear-out and balance our Karmic dues so we can freely proceed with co-creating all of our heart's desires.
Our Highest of Highest Selves is obviously eager to remind us of the most convenient way of achieving this, with as few setbacks as possible. They are also, the most invested person in your success because your success is theirs. Besides who's going to know you better and judge you less than the optimal, pure Love incarnate, version of you?
By having clear communication with both of these healed versions of ourselves and being fully present in the Here and Now, because it’s the place we are most powerful, allows us to achieve what we may erroneously once believe as "impossible".
If you dare, take a moment to think about it. All of God's, Source's, creation is perfect, so if God created you with that desire, it means it's there for a reason. The fact that you have "xyz" ambition in your heart is already proof it exists and is available for you to experience in this lifetime. You don't have to wait for next one.
From my personal experience, and immersive studies on energy and the patterns it uses to create and communicate, a lot of times said "xyz" ambition is merely a seed planted in our hearts to achieve something that's usually even greater than expected. This is because a lot of times we only allow ourselves to dream what’s “possible”, so if we expand our belief systems and then proceed to actually bear witness to the physical proof of what that faith yielded, we are thus granted even more gifts and opportunities to achieve something even greater than originally expected, which can be defined as our Divine Purpose or Mission.
My 2 monthly membership programs, which last either 6 or 9 months, are directed for people with such ambitions, that are ready and eager to embark on a journey to achieving their goals. This will set off their Dark Night of the Soul, DNS*, which is the halfway point to achieving said dream.
Please note that the individuals that choose to collaborate with me are already destined to embark on their DNS journey with or without me. My presence simply accelerates and facilitates this experience through my individually tailored programs, and my gifts that I offer through my mentorship and guidance to help more quickly activate and facilitate this difficult but beneficially life-defining process.
Overall, I will be acting as a conduit for your spirit team, ancestors, your bodies (spiritual, mental, emotional, physical, etc.) your Highest of Higher Self’s, and your Inner Child with the set intention of reminding you how to eventually graduate and do it for yourself without me.
I am also in the process of building a network specifically targeted for people that graduate upcoming memberships and are completely aware of, ready, and committed to their soul’s calling (i.e. being a model, singer, writer, journalist, teacher, architect, entrepreneur, etc.) facilitating it through connections and opportunities that they wouldn’t have otherwise, with the intention of helping people make a living off of living or as the some as the Tao says action through inaction.
I am a firm believer that we can all support ourselves doing what we are most passionate about, and that no dream is too big or too "out there" to achieve regardless of your "odds" or current circumstances.
My memberships and programs are quite strict which is why it is very selective, yet I am also aware that it is time to offer these services as we enter the New Era, the "New World", The Age of Aquarius.
If you dare to inquire on my services and programs feel free to reach out to me. I am more than excited to collaborate with you by supporting you during your journey and creating for you your personally tailored program based on your specific needs, goals, and ambitions.
Until then, sweetheart.
- XOXO, The Infinite Isabella
*More on this on the section below titled "I want to take the next step, but I feel scared for some reason. Why is that?"
Who/what is Lilith, and do I have a personal connection to her?
What does Lilith represent in astrology?
In astrology, Lilith is neither a planet, nor an asteroid. It is actually, a mathematical calculation that determines the darkest point of the moon.
That's right this Lilith is the part of the ever-phase-changing moon that is constantly concealed from the warmth, exposure, and privilege of being seen and embraced by the Illumination of the center of our Universe. Just like the moon has a Lilith you have one too. After all, Astrology is a simple energetic language that reminds us that we are all mirco-cosoms (aka: all the cosmos in miniature form).
The moon in astrology represents how you have your emotional needs met and fulfilled, as well as your natural impulses and responses to the world around you, as opposed to learned behaviors. So, how does this pertain to Lilith in astrology? And, even more importantly how does this pertain to you?
Lilith, represents what is hidden, or at least what we try to hide even from ourselves, regardless of how natural it is to feel these things. The need to conceal what we try so desperately to hide is a completely natural survival tactic, because as the social creatures that we are, we are typically conditioned to "fit in" and "behave", so as to not be banished from our communities and support groups so we don't go off and die of starvation in the middle of the woods, or at least that's how our ancestors "logically" viewed the world.
However, our own personal Lilith in astrology reveals to us and informs us, oh so clearly, the typical themes that will show up throughout our lives that are going to be, at 1st, frowned upon, mocked, oppressed, condemned, and shamed.
She represents the parts of us that "should" be banished from the Light of being seen, approved of, and accepted by us, others close to us, and/or society as a collective, ...especially sexually.
However, should we ever hide or run away from any part of us?
Or should we instead dare to face this sacred part of us, for All of us is supremely sacred, so we can thus provide it with the necessary healing, unconditional kindness, love, and balance that all of us inherently deserve.
If we do dare to face this sacred journey of exploring and mastering the Lessons our inner Lilith is providing us, to the point of Her full be-cuming within us, then the ALL of Us will emerge from the summoning of our most natural desires.
We will be provided the opportunity to create from the most profound, and yet, once most concealed inspiration and passion that was patiently and lovingly waiting for us in the Shadows to emerge and be Vindicated through our full expression of self-love and proud embrace.
From this place of Sacred Divine Inspiration, we will be able to create things, ideas, art, inventions, masterpieces, etc. that are just waiting to be un-veiled to humanity for the betterment and upliftment of unencumbered self-expression and acceptance, for we will be creating from a once un-faced, un-explored, perhaps even un-imagined ecstasy ... and it will all be from our own personal abyss.
For how you can create something new if we keep doing the same thing over and over and over again? Didn't Einstein have something to say over that mentality? Hmm think he was onto something... After all he does have a connection or 2 to the Light, doesn't he? Lol.
Creating this "New World" in this New Era of Aquarius has the opportunity to be-cum an overall beautiful euphoric experience, so long as the fundamentally paramount intentions are set to always create from a place of unconditional love, respect, acceptance, & the holy sacredness of conscious mature consent when we decide co-create or collaborate with others.
It is fundamentally important to set the specific intentions and standards of unconditional love, respect, and acceptance. Even, and especially in regard to sensitive topics such as political differences, conflicting opinions, religion etc., not only for others' benefits, but for ours as well, for we are all One.
However, just because we can unconditionally see, love, not want to change, and profoundly respect each other in our hearts, that doesn't mean need to share our sacred personal space with someone that can't do that for us.
The reason I personally wouldn't want to "make" anyone change is because I re-membered the importance and sacredness of freedom of choice. This is why I prefer to focus on the 80% that I see as is amazing in this beautiful world, as opposed to the 20% that is out of balance and divided, because I have had the benefit of re-membering the power of my focused attention.
I reminded myself that if I were to focus on the 20% that's "fucked up" in life, while that is completely my choice and option to do so, that will expand eventually to 100%, and as a result all of my actions would be taken from a place of hate, anger, resentment, etc.
However, by focusing on the 80% that is magnificent, beautiful, and empowering in life, which from my perspective is that we are All powerful enough to show up for ourselves, address / heal our wounds, and balance our shadows, so we obtain Unity within ourselves and thus create a Great New World, a Dream World, THAT will eventually expand to 100%.
I dream to one day see Us accomplish this Together, in Union once more, as the One we have always been.
Yes, it will take Time, but there's an abundance of that, we just need to individually and for ourselves dare to take one step, one change, one action at a time. Then, by the time we look up from the Darkest Night of our Soul, we will see the Sun once more.
Once our Lilith Lessons, and our Chiron Journey through The Dark Night of the Soul, are learned and mastered, this new (well.. technically "ancient") perspective of an all accepting, all-encompassing, and unconditionally way of loving each other worldwide, even when once--upon-a-time it was an immense feat and challenge, will instead be easy and natural to understand and fully embody.
Lilith already fully understands and embodies these indispensable lessons, which is why She is perhaps the teacher that is best fit to remind us how to master this perspective and way of being, for when you are alone and banished for so long, and then use your Sacred Time to lovingly and patiently nurture Yourself back to complete Self-Union of Your Optimal Darkness and Light... when you can truly and deeply love EVERY inch of yourself, THAT's when you can finally see, respect, uplift, and applaud everyone else's Journey's just as fiercely.
Lilith reminds us that everyone has their own personal demons to slay and is on their own personal journey of re-membering themselves whole.
She also reminds us that we too just like Her possess the ability to recognize when someone is in the process of facing their own personal "Love Letter" that is disguised as their own personally tailored "Hell", so we can provide them the necessary patience and understanding in case they try to make us a "character" of their inner battle. We don't have to choose to participate as a character in their inner dialogue and perspective, but we possess the power to observe it without absorbing it. This is a powerful skill, but it takes an immense amount of patience, practice, determination, love, trust, surrender, and an eager willingness to learn it in order to fully master and embody it naturally and easily.
Please re-member, please know, that if you reincarnated as a human, then sweetheart, you are already on this Journey to master this power and skill. The power to remain in your Complete Power and Sovereignty without being affected or even challenged by another's will or perspective.
Some will master this skill and obtain the opportunity come back Home to Union through the sacred balance of Polarities, and some won't...for now. However, that just means that they will just have to try again in another lifetime.
Either way, everything is as it should and is Destined for Expansive Greatness, one moment at a time, and always right on time, even when it doesn't seem like it.
What I recommend you focus on is YOU and continuing YOUR experience with YOUR "Love Letter".
You can do it sweetheart. I believe in You.
- XOXO, The Infinite Isabella
*I want to take the next step, but I feel scared for some reason. Why is that?
The truth is that Fear is not an actual need, but it can function as a tool to lead us to our Ultimate Desires.
If all Fear were eliminated, we would still be safe, for in its place would be our full Inner Knowing & natural instincts.
Fear is meant to keep something from dying, whether that be our physical body or pieces of our Ego.
Up until now that has been a “good” thing (I define “good”/”bad” as “beneficial” vs “not beneficial” & prefer to navigate life’s choices in accordance to what is birthed from a place of Love vs. Fear) because thanks to that you have had the opportunity to experience your current perspective as immersed into the “Piece of” perspective as possible, so you could experience the process of re-membering.
However, now that you are considering letting go of that old perspective Fear arrives saying things like “No, don’t try anything new, we’ve made it this far. We don’t need to change! Sure, life is hard, but so is everyone’s. That’s normal. You’re getting by just fine. Who do you think you are anyway? Fantasizing about a "New World". SMH. You can’t achieve that!? It’s a waste of time, & you’re no fool. Stick with me. I’ve kept us going. Listen to meee.”
Another thing that’s difficult, yet worth addressing, is the good ole “Victim Mentality”. A lot of times, our victim mentality was born from a place of love.
We are always doing our best to keep ourselves safe, so we are prone to creating false limitations in order to keep us from facing the "Unknown".
These false emotional &/or mental beliefs can become so strong, that more often than not, they can even manifest as physical or psychological limitations creating dis-ease such as depression, anxiety, etc.
However, can you imagine what would happen if you didn’t have that limitation?
That would mean that you would have to show up for yourself every single day and actually put in the hard work, determination, commitment, & maybe change your entire life as you know it.
Be left with nothing… but your raw naked Truth & Your Inner Calling and Guidance System leading you to a Success that has yet to be discovered, experienced, or known by you. That’s right... The Great "Unknown".
So, now that you are considering letting go of those limiting beliefs it can be scary AF, for Fear was once the only thing keeping you “safe” from The Great Unknown… but have you ever “known” that great wonderful dream life we mentioned earlier?...
Have you yet to experience a life so filled with purpose & pure ecstasy that when you are living it out, you are completely convinced it’s the best life you’ve ever lived out of all of your lives?
A life so AMAZING you don’t worry if you’re "better" than anyone else, because you’re so SURE that your life is the best one out there, even if you know everyone else thinks the exact same thing, you don't worry about that because that's just how GREAT your life is!
A life of Greatness that you choose to expand on, not inspired by envious competition, nor in order to “prove” yourself to anyone, including yourself, but because it's your calling to do it naturally through passion, curiosity, and in service to The Internal Goddess/God you carry within you that's inherently worthy of all your self-love, self-devotion, & self-adoration.
Yes, collaborating with me to achieve that Dream Life will require the obsolete parts of your Ego to dissolve which is quite Fear inducing.
However, this dissolvement of your obsolete Ego is necessary to free up space within you for the balanced True You to take the reins of your life in its place.
That, my dear friend, is a "sparkly" journey that is not for the faint of heart. That part of your journey to Success, is the halfway point, and is also known as the *Dark Night of the Soul or DNS.
Essentially, it the polarity of your Greatest Desire. For you see, in order to achieve your Greatest Desire, you must first and foremost face and master its polarity, your Greatest Fear.
That's right the Highest Timeline you could ever create for yourself comes at a cost, & the ultimate cost to pay is to show up and not only face but concur those deeply rooted Fears and Karmic Lessons.
However, NOW is the best time to achieve this for ourselves because we are now entering a historic time where we are not only presented with the opportunity to create our Dream Lives, our New Worlds, but we also have the opportunity to expand them together from a place of Unconditional Love, Wholeness, & Community.
So, if you’re scared… that’s a good thing sweetheart, because that Fear is a compass that just revealed to you what you need to tackle first! 😉
Whenever you're ready, I’m ready to serve you as your Sacred Space Holder, Guide, Healer, Conduit, and Friend, & provide the gifts and resources I have accumulated, thus far, that I KNOW will fully support you on your Sacred Journey to your New World!
Until then...
- XOXO, The Infinite Isabella
What is Reiki?
Great question. Reiki is an energetic healing modality that originated in Japan in the 1920s. It can be done in person or remotely, & can balance chakras, clear energetic blockages, & as a result heal ailments. This is because ALL disease is manifested because of some sort of in-balance in the body, either emotionally, spiritually, energetically, etc. That is why, if the in-balance is not resolved internally by the individual, they may find relief after a Reiki treatment, but only to have it return after a few days. I myself have witnessed this several times throughout the years, so I firmly believe that it's imperative that we do the work internally & consistently after, if we are truly seeking healing, balance, relief, & life-changing results.
Every Body requires & is inherently deserving of optimal maintenance & care, and well Reiki is one of the ways to achieve that. It is a resource that helps keep you in balance & in alignment. It may not fix everything, but it can certainly enhance & facilitate the process of healing by clearing out energetic blockages allowing for clear Sacred Space within ourselves, and then use this newly cleared space to intentionally invoke your natural & personalized "medicine", inner knowing & guidance system, so you can care for yourself in a way that is perfectly tailored to your individual body.
Also, just like you can channel Reiki (AKA: pure light energy, "life force", “spiritual ki”) into human bodies, a Reiki practitioner can also channel it into candles, music, art, videos, etc. along with the desired intention for the final outcome. It can then only be accessed, if the receiver is open and consciously permissive to allowing the channeled energy to take effect in their Bodies.
What is EFT Tapping?
EFT Tapping is an alternative acupuncture therapeutic technique which involves tapping several meridian points throughout, either one or both sides of, your body with your fingers with approx. 2-3 lbs. of pressure, while stating affirmations that are meant to replace limiting beliefs.
Replacing these limiting beliefs & thought patterns with positive affirmations tailored to your percieved limitations will you help heal at a subconscious level by alleviating trapped stress & trauma throughout the body, that were once rooted from those soon to be obsolete beleifs.
The Devil's Dream...
"What are sparkles, but the cosmic dance between darkness and light? I dream of a sparkly world..."